A lot has happened in a month
Yes, a lot has happened since I last updated. Well, this friday we will be getting the internet hooked into our new house so I can finally update more often.
I am not going to talk much about this new guy b/c last time I did that with Phillip things went down hill. But I think this one is different. We both like eachother and we have been out, but the down fall to it is that we both will be moving soon and so we aren't sure weather we want to even get involved. Well I do, but it's really him who doesn't. But hopefully I can convince him with some help from a co-worker who is friends with him. For his b-day, I decided that I would go and get ballons and fill his car with them and write all over his car and I also got him a cake that has star wars on it b/c he loves that. And then Wednesday is his official b-day and he invited me to go to a resturaunt in town with his dad and a few of his friends. I told him I would go for a little while since I have to work unlike him. Oh, did I mention we do work together. That's how we met.
Well, I better get back to working on my test for class. I will be keeping you all posted even more now come Friday! And I will fill you in on the big camping trip I am going on this weekend! Sure to be even more fun then the one I went on last year this time!
I'm back!
Surprise yet another online entry is here. I have no access right now at my home so I occasionally will come to the computer lab and write an update while I am waiting on people to finish the online test we take to prepare for state board. June 5th last year felt like it would never come but now I can't belive how close I am to it. And how soon I will be out in the real world. I am as of this point planning on moving to Bristol and hopefully getting on at the salon in the mall. Get an apartment and be living on my own again! But this time w/o the roommates. haha. bad experiecne but one that I think every girl should go through once in her life.
Nothing really happening in the dating scene still. But I am not bitter at all. I am just so busy with school and work and trying to find any free time that I don't have time to date right now.
I just need a friend that I can actually talk too. Someone that it doesn't have to be all about them all the time. And will actaully let me finish a sentence before they have to jump in and say something that is irrelevant to the conversation we are having.
This past weekend I went with the single adults in my stake down to atlanta to go to the temple. Thank goodness I was able to go in. I really needed to be in that environment. I needed to get the answer I received and just be still for a while and not think about any of the worldly things that I have to deal with every day. I felt so happy and didn't want to leave. I just wanted to pack up all my things and stay there forever. I guess I want to stay there b/c I feel so close to God when I am there and that he is sitting right beside me and can just help me through all my pain I am going through right now.
Yes it has been a while
Well, since I have no computer access at home I have kinda given up on keeping up with this online journal. There hasn't been a lot of exciting adventures that have happened in my life lately so I really don't have lots to tell. Guys are out the picture for right now after this last guy I liked kinda just blew me off and got back together with his old girlfriend.
I can't believe that school is so close to being out. I will soon be a cosmetoligist until I decide to retire.
I know this is short and sweet and to the point but life has been not so exciting lately. Sleep work go to school. Keep reading and posting and I will try to keep updating.
life sure does throw fast ball at ya
This past week has been kinda hard and tough for me. Work has just driven me up the wall so much that I am thinking about looking for a new one. My brother just left to serve his mission for the church and i will not have everyday contact with him for 2 years. Crazy hunh? I just don't know why everything gets thrown at me all at once. When I come home from work I just want to cry my eyes out. And then on top of it all I have 4 months until I will be an officaial working woman and not just have some stupid job at fast food or where ever I end up. So I am getting stressed out.
And as for dating, well lets just say "Mr. Wonderful" is on vacation and he left all the Mr. Jerks" here for me to pick from. I mean I have talked to a few nice guys but no wonderful one yet. I need to be in a bigger town where there are lots to chose from not just redneck boys.(no offense)
Living at home again with my parents doesn't make matters any better. It's hard being treated at a 5 yr old when you are flippin 21. It sucks. Any suggestion? Sure I could move out but it would be to the street. I don't have enough money to buy a place of my own. I just need more MONEY more TIME and more then SEVEN DAYS A WEEK!
I'm back!
Yes, that's right I am finally back and running again. Life has been pretty interesting. With old friends and new friends and dealing with HS kids and them trying to cause drama in my life. Nothing has really happened to me. I have been really tired lately because of over working and going to school and trying to. Last night I went to this valentines dance for church. it was interesting. I didn't dance I just talked to people and yeah I would have much rather just stayed home insted of waisting all that gas.
Life is going well. Iactually enjoy going to school and can't wait until I can actually be out inthereal world. It's crazy how fast I am growing up. I can't believe it most of the time.
See Beth, I told you I would update!
Break over?
Yeah, as you can tell I was not wanting Thanksgiving break to end. I just wanted too keep on relaxing and just spending time with my family, since I never see them anymore. I am so busy with work and school that I see them to say hi or bye as one of us is going in and out. Life is crazy when you get older. It just gets hectic and you have so many obligations and don't want to let anyone down, so of coarse you agree to everything and it all falls in a space of 2 or 3 days. But the good thing about growing up is that you get to see others grow up too and see how much they want to be like all the adults around them.
Well, some good news is that I have a friend serving a mission for the mormon church in Chile right now, and I got an e-mail and a pic from him on Sunday! It was so great to hear just a small greeting from him. I feel that I know him better then some of my friends that I have known since HS. He won't hold anything back and is just very open to have a new friend in me.
I have been thinking a lot lately about where I want to go with my career after I finish in June. For some strange reason, Annapolis MD keeps popping up in my head and won't leave. But also my friend Brandy's name pops in it too b/c I feel that if I go she needs to go with me. I am not sure though. I was thinking about maybe going up there sometime in the spring and going and just looking at salons and seeing what they have to offer and what kind a deals I can get on housing also.
That would just be so great if I that could happen for me.
What am I thankful for?
Today, after me and my parents endulged in a feast, I was asked the question of what i am thankful for. I had to think for a minute and I really couldn't think of what I was thankful for. Sure I could have given the normal answers of food clothing and sheltor family friends. It really made me wonder what I am truly grateful for this year. I was thinking a lot about my parents and what great examples they are. And anyone who has met them knows what I mean. They were willing to take me back into their house after I had been gone for 2 yrs. and let me stay there for free. that really shows how much they love and care about me. I was also thinking about friends a lot too. Ever since I moved back to marion, I have made a bond with one girl and it's like we have been best friends since elementary school. Sure it's only one, but one is better then none. And on the line of friends, I have been thinking a lot about my HS friends and what they still mean to me. Sure I haven't seen them in like 3 yrs., but I still think of them and chat online occasionally with them just to catch up. Another thing I am truely grateful for this year is my faith. It's been a bumpy road for me w/o it, but this year, it seems like I just grasp onto it and hopefully it will never falter. Heavenly Father has been so great to me this year and I have so much to be thankful for. And rememeber to thank him daily for all the wonderful things he has done for you. Even the little things will help your faith in him grow. Never give up on him or yourself. It will all work out in the end.
